Hate having this feeling :'(

GAH! im done with this freaking test,n thanks to it im having headache,furthermore im having negative thots,sorry beb :( ive been telling myself "trust my baby trust my baby!" but fark la,my heart somewhat saying,i cant i cant,cause i just dont wanna ever lose u babyy,nvr ever,ure my everything,ure my world,my universe,i just cant,if i do,i'll die in an instant,I MEAN IT! :'( while doing my test,i cried,i noe im a baby,gah,beb sorry :( i hope this feeling goes away,i just dont ever wanna lose u,so pls,dont leave me tay? :(

Love u baby! mucho grando! :(